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Sunday, September 30, 2007 Y

Lifehouse-Hanging by a moment

Desperate for changing, starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started, I'm chasing after you

I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held on to
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you

Forgetting all I'm lacking, completely incomplete
I'll take your invitation, you take all of me now

I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held on to
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
And I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you

There's nothing else to lose, there's nothing else to find
There's nothing in the world that can change my mind
There is nothing else
There is nothing else
There is nothing else

Desperate for changing, starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started, I'm chasing after you

I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held on to
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
And I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you

Just hanging by a moment
Hanging by a moment
Hanging by a moment
Hanging by a moment here with you





songs never had the same meaning before...i know you'll never see this but o well (:


there's nothing else for me to lose,i lost everything,there's nothing else for me.
there's nothing in the world that can change my mind...



* Do you agree that school sucks?


Friday, September 28, 2007 Y

rah.im such a pig =X i took dunno how many alarm clocks and my mum tried to wake up while audrey called me for 26 times and only 27th time i answer!haha =X thanks audrey :) after i said i was awake i went back to sleep till my mum keep bugging me to wake up >.< haha then i have to push myself up cause i dont want to flunk promos. i cant afford to at this time!!!!im going back to study history im so deprived of sleep.



OH!!!!DARREN MADE MY DAY TODAY!!he always seems to manipulate my feelings very well -.- and good luck for the lovebird i keep seeing today =) J n L. aud you are not inside. muahaha!thanks teddy for wasting your time with me today!!ahh.i think you wont mind cause you get to see *ahems*, ah well =) we're quite even.



milo and pocky , hope that will cheer you up and lessen the pain!!!



good luck for all chinese paper tml. i seriously need that luck! cause i didnt even read a book about chinese =X



* Do you agree that school sucks?


Wednesday, September 26, 2007 Y

i was absent from sch today. thanks to a little chat with darren lee aka teddy =) thanks dude, your words seriously does little impact on me (sarcasm). go study and stop thinking about your tevez jersey!and i hate you =)




you can put the blame on me .



* Do you agree that school sucks?


Tuesday, September 25, 2007 Y

todays mid autumn festival.just kinda start studying today.


as i was walking home,i saw lots of children playing with sparkers and fire,suddenly i miss my childhood,things were much simpler back then.right now my life has so much complication,not that i dont want to be simple.i cant okay..and i was walking home trying not to think about cigarettes. all those people that walk pass me was smoking , even a cyclist. all the smoke blew right to my face.tempting..but didnt

im still obsessed with the song put the blame on me,so heres a list of apologies for people who might see this and where did i done you wrong.

don----sorry for arguing with you every time and dont feel bad when you cant help people, you are better off with your classmates at least you are studying hard with them
chih chuan----sorry for teaching you how to smoke,even though i know it harms your body...glad that you have already quit.else ill always be guilty.
kevin----sorry for always forgetting to ask you out when we are going out =)
lynn----sorry for giving you lots of trouble and lots of jokes that sabo you =)
audrey----sorry for annoying you with the same topic over and over again like everyday haha!and please go home...
wan li(monkey)----sorry for not concentrating during lectures and make you lose your focus =)and always calling you a monkey ..well you only reply when i call you monkey!
shawn----sorry for always not letting you pay for drinks and stuffs haha.
domenica----sorry for making you feel bad on friday =)
darren aka teddy.----sorry for talking to you over the same topic again , while you are trying to pull my hopes up xD
melissa----sorry for everything.those dissapointment and all those stuffs. i wish i could undo it..but..im just so so so sorry for everything.i dont know .....arh...forget it.haha. i wish i can still go to band =) we havent had a BAND OUTING YET or rather our own outing excluding princesses haha!!!!



GOOD LUCK FOR PROMOS!

lord im doing all i can to be a better man , so give me some chance.



* Do you agree that school sucks?


Y

As life goes on, I’m starting to learn more and more about responsibility
And I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out to apologize for things that I've done
And things that haven't occurred yet
And things that they don’t want to take responsibility for


You can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me



im so sorry for friday night. i didnt meant to impose you all..
its just that...arh..i dont know how to put it in words.
just so sorry. at least my friends seen the downs and ups of my lifes ,
so one sorry will do fine.but i dont know about you guys. im just ARGHHHHHHHHH.
if that 1 hour or so may help for your promos. im so sorry and bad to take that away
i have no right. but i did.im so sorry.
you can put the blame on me.
study hard for promos. =)
i seriously dont think i will make it
im already making plans for poly already.







* Do you agree that school sucks?


Monday, September 24, 2007 Y

i tooooook early leave...................to go home and sleep.just woke up not long ago. guys prolly having econs lessons and physics lessons in school, aud's having pe ! was suppose to go bugis , but figured i was so tired on the bus , i went home and knock out straight away haha. got a few miss call on my phone ...going to try to study right now =)



* Do you agree that school sucks?


Y

bah.im soooooooo bored. nobody's awake to let me disturb on msn.oh yea. ite having holiday , i think maybe i can find someone to meet me before i go to sch ! =p AND LYNN TAN BAO LING!!!GRRR MAN UTD WON!HAHA . greats =X audrey goh shih ying , i forgot how to spell your lil brother name already =)



* Do you agree that school sucks?


Sunday, September 23, 2007 Y

i dont know whats wrong with me , i just vomited again . bah i think god taking my life soon =) time for me to go back nap while when i wake up decided whether i want to study econs and history for promos. most prob not i guess . =)


Go, go, go, go, go, go, go shawty is your birthday
we gonna party like is your birthday



* Do you agree that school sucks?


Y

for those who bother reading this blog.

its 4.18am...im practially having a bad headache and i still can feel the vodka inside my stomach feel like vomitting for the whole day. im so damn bloody tired but i will not sleep. im toturing myself. imma go watch moonwalker from michael jackson now. today i went out to joo seng at around evening i suppose doing the usual stuffs and playing basketball till 12+ and reach home around 1.i was so noob in basketball that i went play psp halfway and they ask me to play basketball again(MY LEGS GOT BLISTERS.).someone drank vodka near us and could not take it and vomited the smell was omg!the vodka smell is so strong and im so scared of it i ran far far far away till i cant smell it. im afraid of that -.- okay imma go watch moonwalker(michael jackson movie when i caught it quite young like 4-6 year old where he turn into a robot) and that thing you do (the wonders biography)


okie.today i found out something....i told darren something about money , 4 dollars!haha =p


I LOVE THIS SHOW!!!THAT THING YOU DO!!<--movie and the song rocks.speaks my heart.
You, doing that thing you do
Breakin' my heart into a million pieces
Like you always do
And you, don't mean to be cruel
You never even knew, about the heartache
I've been going through
And I try and try to forget you girl
But it's just so hard to do
Everytime you do that thing you do

And I, know all the games you play
And I'm gonna find a way to let you know that,
You'll be mine someday
'Cause we, could be happy can't you see
If you'd only let me be the one to hold you
And keep you here with me

Cause I try and try to forget you girl
But it's just so hard to do
Everytime you do that thing you do

I don't ask a lot girl(I don't ask a lot girl)
But I know one thing for sure (Know one thing for sure)
It's the love that I haven't got girl
And I just can't take it anymore
(Woah!!)

Cause we, could be happy can't you see
If you'd only let me be the one to hold you
And keep you here with me

Cause it hurts me so just to see you go
Around with someone new
And if I know you, you're doing that thing
Everyday just doing that thing
I can't take you doing that thing you do



* Do you agree that school sucks?


Saturday, September 22, 2007 Y



this is the old me:
1) hardworking
2) geeky

but that's all in the past........
I am Handsome and Cool now!
BIG TRANSFORMATION!





sorry dom, i have to admit that i have secretly carried a touch for shawn for a few years. counting the times in maria stella high.. haiz










i always sit like this during GP.. they don't call me a weirdo for nothing!! and the atrocious part is, I LIKE IT! XD



* Do you agree that school sucks?


Y

im sooooo sorry for lying that im not drunk when i am obviously super drunk! i like vomitted like dont know how many times! i was lying in the middle of a road. wondering why no car came and run me down!!!!!!GRRRRR and i actually knew where i was , but i dont know how to tell you all haha!

first im so sorry to melissa,lynn,audrey,dom,shawn. for making them worry.im sorry for the nonsense on the phone , i didnt know what i said -.- this teach me a lesson , next time go drink dont bring your phone!(just kidding). hope i wont get to drink again!

and of cause my bros.who they will nv read this blog for me walking sooooooooooooooo far away from them and left my wallet and my shirt in their care =X and they came over scolding me vulgarities and wanted to hit me with the vodka bottle if i dont stand up when i was lying on the playground.





PS:i talk to her on the phone? i didnt even realise. grr



* Do you agree that school sucks?


Friday, September 21, 2007 Y

ok now some pictures of me taken some time ago.
and let me remind all of you out there.DRINKING IS BAD FOR HEALTH.DO NOT DRINK. esp to my right and left arm-LYNN AND AUDREY.the CAL (chao ah lian) and CM (chao minah) do not drink.its BADDDDDDDD.and MONKEY-i didnt know monkey loves TARTAR sauce..

me.with audrey's bag.i think its nice

i told u i look good in this bag!

the CAL with my bag


the ONE AND ONLY SUNFLOWER DAMIEN :)







* Do you agree that school sucks?


Y

the stupid monkeys ( wan li,audrey , lynn ) prolly too busy to update this blog.
well.
today i went buy birthday present for shunwai and jonathan with domenica and shawn.we got them a couple pencil box (: we had lunch after that at the food court and im going out soon for JUDGEMENT DAY!! one of my friend gonna get some sense knock into his head.was told to bring my vodka down. so im bound to get drunk today. night and see ya. (:



sunflower
damien
signing
off



OH! AND I FOUND OUT A EVIL SECRET.GRRRRRRRRR! and i find out something that i should know long ago!!!thanks.



* Do you agree that school sucks?


Tuesday, September 18, 2007 Y

i stole this picture from wan li's phone.. shhhh! she doesn't know about it.. until.. now.


i think i got possessed or something. staying in school to study even after chem remedial! i'm INSANE!!!! and i'm a loner! bloody hell!! and i love to be one!!! XD



wah i think i looked so handsome.

chao ah lian & minah. my left and right arm.



BYE BYE. LONER GOING OFF TO COMPLETE IONIC EQUILIBRIA TUTORIAL.


PROMOS!


IN 9 DAYS...




* Do you agree that school sucks?


Monday, September 17, 2007 Y

THIS IS MY FIRST BLOG & I'M SO EXCITED!
i must learn how to use blogger from now on..

anyway today in math lecture, i think i very noisy. me, shawn and haravin were fooling around and disturbed lynn & wan li as a result. moreover, i pulled wanli's rubber band uncountable times and i feel very bad now. sorry wan li!

i feel demoralised.
i think i should work harder and look upon audrey, lynn & wan li as example.
DAMIEN WILL PROMOTE!

PROMOS!


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