You were my everything.

Wednesday, October 31, 2007 Y

Love is patient and kind; love is not jealous or boastful; it is not arrogant or rude. Love does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful; it does not rejoice at wrong, but rejoices in the right. Love bears all things; believes all things; hopes all things; endures all things.|

Can you choose whether or not to love someone?

The boy was too silly,sacrifice so much for the one he love.....

If There is someone by ur side that is like this..remember to cherish him..

In The Girl Memory , there is such a person..

Okay......here is how the story goes..

"The person i like is infront of me!"the boy said loudly as he pointed to the girl walking infront of him.

"Crazy"the girl said .....as she walk through the crowd which was there to see what was happening...she thought the boy was kidding...until one day she receive a letter..

The Letter was as followed "I really like you!I can do anything you wish".one letter,without any name,just a few short setences,but the girl know it was the boy who wrote it.

"Can you jump into the middle of the road??" the girl wrote behind the letter and ask someone to pass it to the boy..

"I can!You watch." the boy saw what the girl wrote, and rush into the middle of the road infront of the girl..

Only to hear a few horns and the sliding of the car brake and a huge bang...the girl rush quickly to the boy who was in a pool of blood..

"I can really do anything for you...."the boy said with a weak voice atin the hospital,but the girl heard clearly what he said...

"It was your daughter that make our son rush into the road!

"Bullshit!It was your son that ran in himself!"

"What you mean by bullshit?His classmate also heard it,our son saw the letter from ur daughter than rush in!"

"Is it true?"The girl's mother turn back and look at her daughter..

The girl nodded her head,tears was dropping from her face onto the letter the boy wrote for her..

"Our son life is now destroyed!He can no longer play basketball......The boy's mother scream while kneeling on the hospital floor crying....

"......"The girls parent kept silent...

"I wan ur daughter to stay by my son side , until he do not need her,that is what ur daughter owe us!"The boy father said...

"No! she dont love your son!You cannot be so selfish!"the girl's mother cant bear to let her daughter take this cruel punishment..

"Okay....I will stay by him.",the girl agreed ...

----------------------------------Two Years later--------------------------

At the garden seat, the boy and the girl sat quietly,the soothing wind blew on their face.

"Why did you like me?"The girl suddenly asked.

"Can we choose who to like or who to love?I Just like someone,I Just fall in love,thats it..i cant choose"the boy replied slowly..

"If one day , i like someone will you let me go??"the girl asked.

"I have never ever tied you down , it is yourself that didnt let yourself go"

Suddenly there was silence,only rustle of the leaves could be heard..

The boy was right , two years ago after he wake up , he cancelled the agreement,but the girl decided to stay by the boy side.She was guilt,just because of one setence she wrote,spoiled the boy dream,he could no longer play basketball.

However,the story will not always have a good ending,the girl was in love with someone else,someone who will not sacrifice everything for her...

"WHY DID YOU HAVE TO LISTEN TO ME? WHY ARE YOU SO STUPID?"the girl kneel down on the floor sobbing...

"I.......just love you..."the boy said as he stretch his arms trying to help the girl up.

"I DONT WANT YOUR LOVE!" the girl hit away the boy arms

"YOUR LOVE FOR ME IS TOO DEEP,IT CAUSE ME SUFFERING,DO YOU KNOW IT?the girl shouted

"I..........."the boy cant utter out a word.

"Why is it me!!WHY IS IT ME!!!WHY DID YOU LOVE ME?I HATE YOU!!!I HATE !!HATE!!!"the girl shouted with all her might , turn around and run away..

The girl was too guilty,she could not untie herself from her heart,she stay by the boy side because she was responsible for his injuries....until she fall in love with someone else..she no longer could tolerate spending time with someone she do not like..so she break down , and of cause broke the boy heart.

The girl ran with all her might , kept running , her tears blinding her vision,she didnt see a truck coming towards her..

"BE CAREFUL!"after the voice could be heard,someone pushed her aside"

The familiar sound of crashing was heard,once again,the girl turn around....once again a pool of blood.

"I really can do anything for you"the boy said before he fainted.

"NO!"the girl could not take it , she screamed , as hard as she could.

"Too late,the rib cage had penetrated the lungs,the internal bleeding cant be stop,he cant be saved"

"So young and......isnt there anything to be done?"

The people at the hospital was gossiping,ever sentence was pass into the girl's ear,her tears kept dropping,making her skirt wet.

If only she was more mature last time , this wouldnt have happen , If only the boy didnt like me .....she cried..because this time the boy is leaving her,now he is only waiting for death..

"I think you should go and see hiim......"the boy's father said,his sadness was all written over his face.

"ya....."the girl cant speak properly,she only kept crying.

The girl went into the ward,saw the boy pale face,her tears kept falling out from her eyes.

"Do not cry..."the boy tried to wipe away the girl tears..he heart was painful..

"you are so silly......."the girl cried non-stop

"Maybe....i am...this is for you"the boy hold tightly to a letter which was stained with blood.

"I really can do anything for you....."

That was the last sentence of the boy,he can no longer stay by the girl side,he is gone,the girl fainted.

For my dearest:

Loving you,more than half was suffering,i know that your heart will nv be mine,but i really really love you...

If only i knew that my action last time would make you unable to fly freely,i will not do it.

Do you know it?If you r happy,I really will do anything for you.

I know when you see this letter,you already have someone you like,let go of urself will you?Do not force yourself to stay by my side,I just wish you to happy.Do not ask me why i am so stupid..

Can we choose who to like or who to love?I Just like someone,I Just fall in love,thats it....

I will always stay by your side ,cause your the person i love most,I relaly can do anything for you , no matter how many years, i will not change.

The girl kept the letter,her tears stop dropping.The boy left her for 5 years already...this 5 year , she turn from a young girl to a mature lady.

the girl life,was the boy who save it,but the girl's heart still does not have the boy..

Can we choose who to like or who to love?I Just like someone,I Just fall in love,I cant choose , i know you cant choose too , we both cant.IF LOVING YOU i make you uncomfortable do tell me,i'll be gone without a trace.

* Do you agree that school sucks?